Monday, November 23, 2009

sigh

I find myslef wondering how much of these tests are all in the numbers. For instance causing a pregnant woman to nealry have a heart attack, because the baby might have a higer chance of trsiomy 21 and 18, just because Mum is "old". And the woman who did the nuchal scan did a shitty job! how can you not "find" and ovary???? Easy, you forget to even look, and then say "it's not my fault, it's the Mum, she's fat!!

For the record, I might be a bit heavier than I was before, but ultra sound works on morbidly obese people, so I resent the implication, that I'm at fault for stupidity and laziness.

And no we won't be having anything more invasive done testwise, as we are not going to terminate, so what's the point?

gripe gripe!

The funny thing is, I'm Pro choice, always have been, always will be. Perhaps the medical profession needs to understand that this means,I beleive that all women have the absolute right to determine what happens to their own body. This means that you do not ever have the right to tell a women that she has to contine with a pregnancy, and in the same line of thought, you don't ever assume that a woman should not contine with a pregnancy either.

grrrr

Sunday, November 8, 2009

1st scan!

Well, there is only one bub in there:-)

as it turns out though, he or she is slightly too small to do the nucal scan thing, so I have to go back in a week. However, we could see a tiny heartbeat, a tiny skull, and arms and legs, so things look good so far:-)

Monday, November 2, 2009

Limbo

I feel a bit like I'm in limbo here with this pregnancy. I know I'm pregnant, but it's still too early to feel and movement, or have a bump and I haven't had a scan yet.

and I get worried because I've now been sick for 2 weeks, and I can't help but worry that it's been bad for the baby:(

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Dear *** Childcare

the childcare centre just did something really stupid. DS is fine, and happy, but another child also called ***** was just picked up by his grandma, and someone called *** at *** called me instead of this other child's family, asking if it was ok that he had just been picked up.

2 things

1 they called the wrong person, and for a minute I thought that DS was missing, I'm still shaking

2 they allowed someone else to pick up this other child and THEN checked if it was ok.

I don't know what to do:( I'm really very stressed by all of this.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Argh

I know I've said it before, but I am soooo sick of this cold. I've now had it for 2 weeks, 2 weeks off work already...was there any point in my going back?????

Cough Cough Cough...bleargh

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

cold..goan

so so so sick of this cold:(

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Morning Sickness, entirely misslabled

So after a great afternoon of homemade woodoven pizza, and some fantastic cake, I came home and threw the whole lot up.

yerk
dry crackers for me this morning:(